Be Inspired

I needed this time to reflect and find some inspiration. My mind is still focused on work, people's happiness, family, friends and lovers. it's so hard to just let it all go and relax. i sat at the beach today with my camera set up, with all the stuff i love in the world (notebook, camera, water and a pen, minus my dog) I laid there, writing and writing, writing about the past, present, and future. 

I came out here this week to find myself. But truthfully, to find something to do, be somewhere so I wouldn't feel so alone on Christmas. Have I found my inspiration and passion of love and design again?